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Struggling

Posted in fuck all on 08.03.2010 | 11 Comments »

I’d call ‘uncle’ if I thought it would help. Instead I’ve left a message for the psychiatrist that I was seeing, who was “managing” my medications. To see if I can’t go back, after a 8-month absence. And left another message for a doctor’s office that is taking new patients. I’d rather deal with a [...]

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Anger

Posted in The Former Mister, The Mook, divorce, fuck all, humanity is not my friend, into the void, more happy pills please, school, solo parenting, work or lack thereof on 07.20.2010 | 1 Comment »

I was unnecessarily harsh with my mum last night when she called. But, really, the platitudes? I’m so tired of hearing them. And then she chose to ask under whose supervision was I when I decided to stop taking the Zoloft… I did. I made that decision. I haven’t seen my psychiatrist since I had [...]

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What I’ve Got

Posted in blogging, friends, fuck all, humanity is not my friend, more happy pills please on 07.05.2010 | 2 Comments »

(no…not two turntables and a microphone…) I’ve been feeling really really shitty lately, like not-a-hell-of-a-lot is going my way. (If you’re reading this, you can probably relate.) I was begining to think that nothing – absolutely nothing – was going my way. I dug deep. DOwn to my toes with the very most of my [...]

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not much to offer…

Posted in The Mook, fuck all, humanity is not my friend, into the void, lesson learned, more happy pills please, solo parenting, work or lack thereof on 06.28.2010 | 2 Comments »

…but this, some pieced together ramblings sent to a friend, who forwarded a job posting and inquired about my job search ——- I’m so frustrated with job searching and seeing jobs that look good and pay well enough, only to read the fine print of ‘available evenings and weekends’. I’ve never job searched as a [...]

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Child Behavior/Ex-husband Behavior/People Suck

Posted in ShitFuckShit, The Former Mister, The Mook, divorce, fuck all, humanity is not my friend, into the void, lesson learned, work or lack thereof on 06.15.2010 | 5 Comments »

It’s fairly straight-forward. A list of 100 items that describe children. My task is to circle numbers. 0=not true (as far as I know). 1=somewhat or sometimes true. 2=very true or often true. Here are the 2s: afraid to try new things avoids looking at others in the eye can’t concentrate, can’t pay attention for [...]

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Posted in The Former Mister, The Mook, divorce, fuck all, more happy pills please, solo parenting on 06.01.2010 | 7 Comments »

Here’s where I’m at. I’m no longer interested in co-parenting. Fuck it all. There are two ways to go about this: 1 – I seek sole custody. 2 – I give The Former Mr sole custody. I don’t think co-parenting is working anymore. I spend the better part of our week together trying to re-enforce [...]

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Your Friendly-Neighbourhood Discount Store

Posted in fuck all, into the void, lesson learned on 05.29.2010 | 2 Comments »

To Whom It May Concern: I would like to extend my sincerely apologies to the cashier in whose direction I muttered “dumbass” under my breath this evening while attempting to complete my transaction at your [removed] location. It was immature and unnecessary. However, I had begun to grow frustrated while I was attempting to pay [...]

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Dilemma

Posted in ShitFuckShit, The Former Mister, The Mook, divorce, fuck all, lesson learned, more happy pills please on 05.17.2010 | 12 Comments »

When The Former Mr and I split, he agreed that he did – in fact – owe me money. About $7000 that he had borrowed from me via my line of credit. (Holy shit, was I dumb.) To which I applied interest – the same rate I’m being charged by the bank. It’s at $8400 [...]

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fail

Posted in dating, fuck all on 02.24.2010 | 8 Comments »

If the person you describe as a confidante and lover tells you she is sick to the point that she requires $234 worth of anti-biotics and spent the weekend scrounging around for child care so she could sleep and get better… …would you not follow up and see how she’s feeling?

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Thursday Last

Posted in fuck all, future plans, more happy pills please on 01.29.2010 | 5 Comments »

Last Thursday was one of those days. The water in my building was scheduled to be turned off from 9 am to 5 pm. Routine maintenance, they say. I can’t help but wonder why they do this about once a month. And always on a day when I’ve planned to do laundry. Miraculously, I managed [...]

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