I was unnecessarily harsh with my mum last night when she called. But, really, the platitudes? I’m so tired of hearing them. And then she chose to ask under whose supervision was I when I decided to stop taking the Zoloft… I did. I made that decision. I haven’t seen my psychiatrist since I had [...]
Archive for the ‘into the void’ Category
Anger
Posted in The Former Mister, The Mook, divorce, fuck all, humanity is not my friend, into the void, more happy pills please, school, solo parenting, work or lack thereof on 07.20.2010 | 1 Comment »
Posted in into the void on 07.07.2010 | 1 Comment »
She stole my heart and made me sing She tore me limb from limb I did not think that I could love Or be loved that way again How glad I was to be myself And use my heart once more How glad I was to be a man That loved that girl that I [...]
not much to offer…
Posted in The Mook, fuck all, humanity is not my friend, into the void, lesson learned, more happy pills please, solo parenting, work or lack thereof on 06.28.2010 | 2 Comments »
…but this, some pieced together ramblings sent to a friend, who forwarded a job posting and inquired about my job search ——- I’m so frustrated with job searching and seeing jobs that look good and pay well enough, only to read the fine print of ‘available evenings and weekends’. I’ve never job searched as a [...]
Child Behavior/Ex-husband Behavior/People Suck
Posted in ShitFuckShit, The Former Mister, The Mook, divorce, fuck all, humanity is not my friend, into the void, lesson learned, work or lack thereof on 06.15.2010 | 5 Comments »
It’s fairly straight-forward. A list of 100 items that describe children. My task is to circle numbers. 0=not true (as far as I know). 1=somewhat or sometimes true. 2=very true or often true. Here are the 2s: afraid to try new things avoids looking at others in the eye can’t concentrate, can’t pay attention for [...]
I Have a Dream…
Posted in The Former Mister, blogging, family matters, friends, into the void, more happy pills please, putting the FUN in dysfunctional, solo parenting on 06.07.2010 | 3 Comments »
I have a dream …of gathering all the women I know in one room so that we can solve the world’s problems about mothering and childcare and feminisn and schooling and juggling it all and co – parenting and mental illness and recovering from trauma and talking back to the experts and healing from toxic/negative [...]
Your Friendly-Neighbourhood Discount Store
Posted in fuck all, into the void, lesson learned on 05.29.2010 | 2 Comments »
To Whom It May Concern: I would like to extend my sincerely apologies to the cashier in whose direction I muttered “dumbass” under my breath this evening while attempting to complete my transaction at your [removed] location. It was immature and unnecessary. However, I had begun to grow frustrated while I was attempting to pay [...]
Strengths and Weaknesses
Posted in blogging, into the void on 05.27.2010 | 2 Comments »
Thanks to CholeJB of In These Small Moments for sticking honoring me with this award. In order to accept this award, the recipient must complete the following: Thank the person who gave them this award. (Thanks Nichole!) Share 7 things about myself. Pass the award along to 15 bloggers who I’ve recently discovered and that I think [...]
Bits and Pieces
Posted in The Mook, dating, friends, into the void, more happy pills please, solo parenting on 04.13.2010 | 3 Comments »
And then there are the parenting moments when you are woken up at 4 am as your child crawls into your bed. But instead of falling back asleep, I hear whining. Because said child has misplaced a wee stuffed bunny (one of two I made from a pair of baby socks) in her travels between [...]
Right now…
Posted in The Former Mister, The Mook, blogging, dating, into the void, more happy pills please, school, sex, solo parenting, work or lack thereof on 03.13.2010 | 8 Comments »
Right now I am giving myself permission to not blog. Between money and work worries, a failed computer, a very unhappy and angry little girl, an intense training course, birthday denial, and wanting the kind of hugs that are rib-crushing, and taking those meds for that pricey sinus issue…I’m done. I could say that I [...]
Open Letters
Posted in The Former Mister, The Mook, divorce, into the void, more happy pills please, solo parenting, work or lack thereof on 08.06.2009 | 5 Comments »
(Thanks to Amira for this format) ——- Dear Former Mr: Now would be a really good time to step up, take responsibility and start paying me the money you owe me. Thanks, The woman who was stupid enough to fall for your bullshit ——- Dear Mum I’ve asked before, and I’ll ask again, please stop [...]




